Saturday, October 14, 2006
WEE~
YAYness...finally exam is over..but..why cant i feel the load off my burden? i dont feel any feeling..just plain empty..why? i have been dying for exams to be over..but now that its over, i dont even feel it being over..isnt it equivalent to as per normal? why cant i "SMELL THE SMELL OF FREEDOM?" quoted from mr foo..lol..it feels..so..meaningless..and dead..i would rather feel sad than to feel so dead..i feel that something is missing..but i have no idea that that something is..anyone tell me what it is? it feels horrible..even way before exams i feel that..but not as bad as now..i have been having countless sleepness nights too..i just cant bring myself off to dreamland..no matter how tired i am..I CANT SLEEP!!! only while studying on the table..i get to fall asleep for 4 hours..thats all..i cant even sleep..aww...sobsobs...that is the first reason i cant get to sleep..second reason..theres freaky noises coming from the room above my room..lol..yea..but its true..its freaking me out! so i cant sleep..and i wrote this HORRIBLE poem..trash compared to vivienne's one..enjoy.. :}
Theres never been voices,
but peculiar noises,
rumpaging out of that room,
thats just above my beloved room.
I always ponder,
about the owner's thoughts,
and cant stop my wonders,
neither on cracking the pots.
Should i take a stroll,
along that corridor,
or walking to and fro,
looking at my horrid floor?
Out of curiosity,
i took the lift,
off to the twelvth floor,
heading towards the frontdoor.
Peering through the window,
nothing is seen,
hearing identical disturbing tunes,
that starts to make me fume.
what is wrong with the owner of this apartment?
disturbing my peace.
i cant seem to figure it,
other than to peep.
am i seeking doom?
for it just disturbing me and my room?
or am i bright?
for serving my rights?
it sure creeps me out,
just by looking about,
along the corridor,
i roam around.
i finalled my decision,
and stopped the resistion.
entering the lift,
and left in a swift.
until today,
i pondered and thought,
i might have a price to pay,
if i really talked rot.
was i just letting my imagination run wild?
or perhaps not?
its still a mystery,
if that house is as haunted as can be.
perhaps i should just keep mum,
to avoid getting hell from my mum.
what should i do?
make a move?
lol..isnt it lame? but its too bad to be true..i hear marbles rolling all over the floor..in the middle of the night..aproximately 4am plus..even if thers a kid..he/she should be sleeping..theres never been voices of people talking,except for screaming..therse always water flowing..and screeching from moving of tables and chairs..it makes me tremble..but what can i do? other than to keep mum? sobsob.. :{
okay..well..gotta go..toodley~
youleftme spinning@ 11:54 PM
