aiya...today...one of my scariest day ever!!! so scary!!! i spent one whole day memorising the lines for thank-you speech and perhaps due to nervousness, i forgot the lines!!!! ahhh!!!!!! my efforts....gone down the drain!!! :( before that...i was like....omg...so scared....im having stomache!!! argh...scared until stomache...then i went to change...then pris and wong clare ask me dun be scared...take it easy...then i just ran off coz i felt that my tearsr gonna roll down my cheeks liao...sob... then i cried in the toilet...and after a while i made sure my face not red then i came out...yay! lol.. then okay....its time for the rally....mdm alya gave me a sunflower!! aww...so cute neh! then cindy charlene bernice and some others were "bickering" over whether it was a real or fake...lol...then cindy and bernice were like...of course real la! then charlene said no, it looks FAKE! haha...the petals were soft, so i should be real lar...but the stem so fake lar...so i duno liao...hee...then we asked mdm alya real or fake? then mdm alya said, haha, of course real lar! hee...then we all laughed! oh-kay...then its our turn to do the rally thingy...then 1faith sang and danced...then i stood on the wobbly table, maybe the table is not wobbly, i think its my legs that are wobbly...omg...i can never express how afraid i was then...VERY VERY AFRAID!!! my legs wobbled like jelly...omg... i was like...can i not stand on the table? its like...everyone's looking...omg...i almost CRIED!! :( okay...then after 1faith performed,they all turned back and smiled to me, then nicole read out the reasons why they chose me as gracious girl...then i dun dare look up, i was staring at my feet and my hands were sort of sweating... then mdm alya put on the sash for me...aww...so nice lar...but SCARY!!! then i had my thank-you speech! omg...soooooooo SCARY!!! guess what...i forgot my lines!!!!! maybe too scared ba....then i saw the smiling faces of 1faithians, i trembled even more, i dun wanna forget the lines...i really wanna thank them LOTS!! then i looked at mdm alya, she whispered abit to me, the meaning was like....since i cant remember what i said,just said help...:) then i continued my thank-you speech, and paused a lil while coz i forgot again, then i continued...omg...before that, mdm alya tested me, but it was alright!! i could memorise!!! why cant i just speak normally and loudly? omg...i am sooo scared!!!!!!!!! :( sob...i have let 1 faith down....i feel so bad... then finally, it ended, i was sort of in a confused state, dizzy dizzy, blur blur, scared scared state, then the first person i saw was my bbmm, smiling to me, then i tried my best to smile back and i appeared to have a termbly smile...lol! then, behind her were her frens, joey and joanne, they said i looked like crying...omg...they're rite!! omg...i controlled my tears...i just felt soooo afraid that i wanna cry :( then i managed to give them a smile :) then i walked to priscilla, cindy and wong clare. then, i told them, "I VERY VERY SCARED..." thats all i could say at that moment, and i kept trembling...then went back to class...then dahlia said "hey cheryl! u look so adorable standing on the table!" lol...haha...dahlia is cute... then rachel and sheena came in and wanted to copy my science wb...erm...oh-kaee....ya...but i felt bad coz my answers all wrong one...i anyhow do der..i hate physics :( i dun understand... then had maths...hee...quite fun tho...got bingo... then had lit...haha...mdm alya came in and requested to take the performance again coz the canteen they didnt manage to take it....then omg...i thot its over...haha...i got a shock again, then i ask wong clare test me, then i can!?!?!?! yay!!!! that proves that im nervous...omg...sad... hah..okay...then we started....then they performed, then nicole and i walked out, then she said her speech, heleyna had a close up! omg...scary!!! then pris was behind me and she kept poking me! so bad! haha...then i kept jumping and jumping...not really jump lar...abit shock shock liddat...then mdm alya put on the sash...then i said my thank-you speech...then i forgot my lines again...i looked here and there...then tried my best to rmb, but at least this time not so much ppl staring, so i can rmb! HAHA! lol.... then...also got close up...omg...i so scared lar... hmm...then during science lesson...okay...i cant really concentrate and understand...haiya...she....ya la...like her own book liddat, just pull it away...okay...nvm...then she showed off that her handbag $50+++.... -_-"...so? i dun even use handbags can? what for tell me about it...haha...kays...then i showed pris the "rao kou ling" hee...i bet she cant read the words yea!!!! hee...poor me u noe...i memorised those duno what chinese words at the age of 5 for goodness sake lar! i only know how to memorise but i duno how to read the words when i look at it now...haha...sad...efforts wasted...then i was sort of forced to learn "tang shi 300 shou" at the age of 3, ohkay, its fun lar...and I CANT REMEMBER A SINGLE THING NOW! aiya...so waste lar!! haha...i rmb that time k2 so fun...i always stand infront of the class and tell them about "tang shi" (poems) haa...so embarrassing lar...then the teacher kept...shu han, louder louder!!! i was forced kay? coz after that got sweets so i wan! hee...i very small then okay? k2 only ma...then teacher so bad lar...no need teach liao...she sit there and "louder louder" can liao...haha...but fun being a teacher...hee.... ohkay...then took bus home with pris....she say the 105 bus today very fast! haha...i know lar...tuo wo de fu ma...i gan shi jian u noe? hee... then went home, i helped pris with her taggy and finally can liao! yay! guess what...she dumb dumb lar...she copy wrong code for me lar...no wonder so weird one...no BEGINCBOX and END CBOX...lol... then michelle told me...she having recess, then heard evryone shout...then she turn and look then saw one "pretty" girl standing on the table...okay...lol...haha....then now i writing for her testi...hee....then played maple....then chatted with my bbjj and bbmm, lol i invited pris to the conver, she so extra....lol.....JOKING HOR!...dun take it to heart...today evening i like suddenly so "hyper"...duno why lar...maybe coz the rally is FINALLY OVER! yeah!!! whee~~... hee...enuff of craziness...guess i haf to sleep naw...tomolo got cca, nite nite :)
